I was in the gym working out, trying to be fit as I can because I am so fat at that particular time in my life. When suddenly my friend told me about a horrible accident that included my fiancé. My fiancé was driving my car along with her sister when a garbage truck going the opposite side of the road hit their vehicle. The driver and the passenger of the truck did not suffer any injury. But my fiancé and her sister are in critical condition. I could not believe what I was hearing. I rushed to the hospital still hoping that they are better. When I arrived my family, and some of my friends were already there. They were all crying and shocked. I later found out that my fiancé had been declared dead of a rival by the doctors while her sister is still in critical condition. It was the worst tragedy that had to happen in my life. I was still in the state of denial. I could not accept what had happened. Why would this terrible incident happen to the girl that I most love? So many people in the world and it occurred to them. There is nothing I can do. I battled depression for a year. I quit my job; I did not communicate with my friends and family. We had so many plans and dreamed together. We were going to get married in the next few months. We wanted to go to exotic places on our honeymoon. And will eventually going to have three beautiful children. I could not imagine a life without her. I had no reason to live; I am a mess. I wanted to commit suicide to end the pain. Maybe if I am dead I will not feel this loneliness and miserable times in my life. I tried hanging myself on the top of my bed, but I was scared. I could not do it. If I had a gun at that time I maybe already dead now. No one could help me. I felt like I was a lost cost. But during my times of depression, I found a glimmer of hope. I started booking West Midland escort from http://www.westmidlandescorts.com. Maybe it would help me numb the pain. The result was better than I expected. I started to begin thinking positive and started working to better myself. The more I booked West Midland escort, the faster I reconnected to the world. I started looking for a new job and hanging out with my friends again. Eventually, I had accepted that my fiancé was never going to come back and had to move on with my life for myself, friends, and family. There is still more work and good to be done.
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Posted on: June 28, 2018, by : malpt